Thursday, April 8, 2010

day 23 - 'trust' me!

Trust - - -
5 alphabets which spawn an entire lifespan....across eras!
Right from the tym we're born - trust is a natural instinct.... a baby trusts nyone n everyone....she doesnt have ny doubts abt her parents, her siblings.... A baby can even trust a tiger! Now as she grows up, goes to school, she automatically trusts her teachers, her classmates...she gradually goes out wider into d world, out of the protective environs of her loved ones, trusts herself...makes newer frens as well....now since trust was so innate to her and v sacred, she followed her heart n trusted e one...slowly but surely she realised there's no great sanctity around Trust...its not sacred, unbreakable....its got sullied by too many pollutants emanated by all sorts of ppl... someone breaks her trust, then another, then many....she withdraws into a shell, she is suspicious of every one now, loses
Trust in herself, her abilities, her beliefs, her ideals....till her innate trusting nature claws back one day, she lowers her guard, opens her heart once again, makes another fren, then another....and learns that trust is not a one-time thing...u cant hv it, lose it n then nvr have it back again....its always there within us, just like there's always a child in us, n it'll stay put no matter how many storms n trials it goes thru.....so our girl goes back into d world vid open arms ..., smiles n trusts again! :)

1 comment:

divsi said...

n then she s scared n angryy...n vows she ll neva let her trust be broken again...she refuses to trust refuses to let anyone ruin her...destroy her..

n then shes another person.....
tilll
one fine day
she realises one day...someone[anyone] has helped her break barriers n taught her to trust again......:)